I'M BACK YOU GUISE!

Juss for a little. :3

College life is interesting.

I'm living with my parents, which is kinda dull, but its waaaaaaay cheap. Thank gawd for prepaid college.

Taking 2 art classes. SO much fun. I'm learning so much. Time consuming though.

Also, I kind of, sort of hate my other 2 classes. :\

I'm starting to miss high school.

:{

xx

'I shall lock away my heart

and save it for him.'

X

omfg

Hi xanganians.

I feel as if I'm being ignored.. stepped on.. and such.

I feel like dirt.

Why?

codename: duck.

Sigh.

Why does it have to be this way?

You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend
Then my world was shattered

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here

Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won't help me to do
All that you dreamed I could

Passing bells and sculpted angels
Cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companions
You were warm and gentle

Too many years
Fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die

Wishing you were somehow here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
Try to forgive teach me to live
Give me the strength to try
No more memories no more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye.

=(

I'm in need for some enlightenment.

And not anatomy..

.. just for now.

How do you know if someone is 'playing with you heart'?

I've hit another stage in life. And it's tough.

I wish I hadn't given off mixed messages.

If I had the courage,

I would.

I'm not that brave,

strong,

or smart.

But somehow I know that we will happen

and that it'll all work out.

And I hope it's soon.